This town needs guns.

Writing when you have nothing to write about is like trying to take a shit when you're really hungry, every time you push you're reminded of that empty feeling that over rides it all. Every strain ends with a gurgle like the last of the dishes water being sucked down the drain and every thing that hits the water feels unsatisfying in size. A good analogy but it does not change the fact that I feel like I have nothing to write about even though the last few months have probably given me more to write about than the last few years. Where to start, whats the most interesting thing.

So I learned to play Super Street Fighter 4 AE and attempted to compete professionally. That was something. A friend and I made a documentary about it. Well, that is to say, I played a lot of SSF4 and smoked a bunch of weed and in between I found the time to do some video diaries which I gave to said friend who then made a documentary about it. To be honest, I didn't really do a lot. I have seen the documentary and it is very good, when I have some sort of link thing or whatever I'll post it.

I got and lost possibly the best job I've ever had. On one hand, I'm super bummed about it but on the other hand it has opened up new avenues and, you know what, that's bullshit. I'm just super bummed about it. I don't even really know what happened. Although a small part of me is glad I managed to escape what was in all honesty, a pretty fucked work environment. I did get to ogle some women so I guess that was nice? Other than that, not a lot of positive things came out of it. I'm glad I bought it up.

Maybe a gun would spice up my life. I've been playing a lot of online games recently and sometimes now I dream about guns. Is that healthy? I was watching some documentary on some war zone the other night and the thing that kept nagging me was I really wanted to know what sort of guns everyone was using. Is there a forum like there is for CoD?

Have you ever had that thing where you're really sick and you've absolutely vomited everything you've ever eaten in your life and all that comes up now is yellow and bitter and sour and heave all you like, the only thing that's coming out is bile? That's what this is like.