Friday, June 5, 2009

When total self loathing isn't a strong enough term.

I am still at work because if I go home I just have to spend time with myself, and try as I might, I just can't grow to like that guy. Better to dust and tidy the racks than whatever else might come.

Some serious self hatred going on right now.

As I once wrote, is it the loneliness that's killing me, or the fact that I keep asking, is it the loneliness that's killing me?

I was smart once, and on the ball. Now I am dumb with unfocused anger. Better to truly embrace what you have become, or dream of what you might have been?

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